high school palang ako, wala na talaga akong maituturing na tunay na kaibigan:(
di kasi talaga ako marunong makisama, makibagay at makisalamuha.
ang gusto ko lang ay gawin ang maga bagay na magbibigay sa akin ng saya.
minsan ginagawa ko ang lahat mapasaya lang sila, pero sa huli “mali na pala”
ang lungkot ng ganito…
college na ganun pa din, tigas kasi ng ulo at ng puso ko.
kailan ako matututo
Bago pa magbakasyon, alam ko na na ang ikli ng 2 weeks para magpahinga at makasama ang pamilya.
sa sobrang sanay ko na sigurong magisa, halos di ko pinipiling umalis ng bahay namin kahit may mga pagkakataon.
tulog-kain lang ang gusto kong gawin. nagjojogging tuwing umaga, ako na naman mag isaXD iwan malay pero parang ayaw ko na ng may kasama.
actually binalak ko pangang matulog sana sa convent, kasi sabi ko sa sarili ko,”kailangang ko ng maremind sa mga bagay na dapat ko sanang ginagawa”.
bukas luluwas na ko:( aalis na ako sa bahay namin, sa lugar na ramdam kong ligtas at wala akong dapat ipangamba…
babalik na ako sa manila, makukulong nanaman ako sa kwarto ng pag iisa.
sa kwartong, walang ibang kausap, walang ibang nakikita kung hindi ang mga kurtina, bintana, ang mga librong dapat mong pag aralan…
well, sabi nga ni mama… “PINILI MO YAN NAK”.
sana nga lang makayanan ko. aral-aral din ng mabuti dahil ayaw ko na ulit madismaya sa mga grado ko, at ayaw ko na rin silang magalala.
most of my former classmates have started their hardships since last week. but me, still at our house waiting for the start of the s.y.. its boring in the house but still i appreciate that me and my family eat together.
i’ll study in a school where in my safety is not secured, my daily habits will surely change. we’ll i have prepared for that, ive researched about the new environment, the people. how to cope with the situation in manila is my problem since i am a promdi girl^^
well i must be ready, i must!
changes might come, not just on the way i live but the way i think about the people’s attitudes. i must be open minded about unsual things that eventually will be usual… i’ll just be used to it:D
to live is so hard, to study as well, but when u think about your family’s sake u’ll realize that it is good to experience hardship!
sometimes we fall on the wrong person and at the wrong place and time
thats what we thought, most of the time.
i think, my first love was, when i was in grade 3 with “mr. jcg”
this man, came along as my classmate, we were love team then
our classmates usually tease us„„,
i thought it was just a play, a game, a joke..
one time, we were making our project then he called my attention by blinking his one eye.. that was the first time, i felt different, since i was just a grader.
i was 8 yr old then, but i have been wondering why until now, nothing changed with what im feeling form heim before… im now 16yr old:D
iSNT THAT AMAZING?
we separated as classmates when we were grade 6, i tranferred in the other school and he was left.
im now a college student and hopefully, things will change:D
forget about the past, the past that must be puppy love:D
go and have chatting with me if u need some advises: D
im a good adviser, i'll keep ur relationship on fire
loving this color is differentXD
NOT ALL PEOPLE WHO WEAR YELLOW FEEL COMFORTABLE AND LOOK BEAUTIFUL!
your so blessed if yellow fits u:D
what do you think is your favorite color?
you know, when i was in elementary my favorite color was still undefined.. .
color may represents who you are as person, human being and will show what kind of person are u..
like me, i love yellow
i’ll define yellow in my own termsand in my life
this color is not liked my most people, they hate it especially here in our country, they say whenever you wear yellow you look like “cheap”, “bisaya”
bisaya- sorry to use this word but still in here, most of the “yaya” or maid in here are mostly bisaya. that is one of the reasons why some people hate to wear yellow. they think that they will look sosoosososos cheap.
but still i did not care, i have been wearing yellow, co’z this color make me feel cool?
its impossible if you dont have any color that u liked
can u define your favorite color???